Creating Optimism

I did not consciously create anything today. I even tried to think of something I created naturally. I have been so focused on keeping my energy optimistic the last few days that creation has escaped me. I have been back on a schedule and am keeping busy. But I have to focus on staying optimistic when it is not fun or creative. I guess you could say, I created optimism all day. I want to keep trying to consciously and purposefully create, to get me into the habit of creating every day to get me out of the monotonous rut I feel stuck in--to bring more natural optimism. I do want to admit that I consciously tried to stay off of my new phone yesterday, and that created more time and optimism. Here's to trying again tomorrow!